i found something new....

some thing happened unexpectedly, something that no one dare to think of, yet it happen...it so awkward...
i found something new!..
this something may connect the lives of two different lives..worlds
only one thing bothers me....
will it work out?
will it be useful??
will it turn lives???

guess what is it you may be surprise!!!!!

ANO BA?!?!?!?!

(tagalog mode muna ako ha)
alam niyo ba kung gaano kahirap na hindi mo alam kung anong expression ang ihaharap mo sa isang tao?

alam mo ba kung gaano kahirap 'yong hindi mo na alam kung paano ang maging totoong masaya o malungkot?

alam mo ba kung gaano kahirap na hindi mo na alam kung tama o ano na 'yong ginagawa ko?

alam mo ba kung gaano kahirap 'yong hindi ko malabas o ma-open up man lang 'yong mga pinagdadaan ko?

grabe sobrang hirap...
sobra na akong nasasaktan.
napakdaming luha na 'yong sinayang ko para lang gumaan ang loob ko.......
bakit ang feeling ko, i don't deserve to be happy..
oo nga sabi niyo lahat tayo may karapatang maging masaya. pero hindi talaga 'yon maaply sakin ehh.

sorry nga pala sa'yo... hindi talaga ako sanay na nagiging dahilan para mahirapan ang isang tao ehh...para sa'kin di bale nalang ako kesa naman sa inyo.....

poor me

I'm so unfortunate that i haven't post a blog for my goodbyes for my year 2009, coz its a good-bad one. anyways.....just wanna say goodbye to 2009 and hello to 2010, even though i've welcomed 2010 half heartedly, lets face it with a smile :)?

Fireflies – Owl City Music Code

why do we?

why do we fall if we already knew in the end we'll just our aces?
why do we fall for someone. who'll just cause us pain?
why do we fall just waste our tears to unworthy persons?
why do we fall if after sacrificing everything you'll just lose?
why do we fall for someone who doesn't even look at you?
why do we fall to someone who'll just play their tricks on us?

i can't see the explanations who told me that FALLING in LOVE was the GREATEST that would you feel, for me its the WORST!