who do we seek during christmas??

actually tonight is Christmas eve, a little while it would be the birthday of our Lord Jesus Christ. upon scanning the messages on my phone, a friend send a text message about the conversation of Jesus and Santa Claus.

here's the details:

Santa and Jesus were talking:
SANTA:hey, Jesus your birthday is near?
JESUS:yeah you're right
SANTA:Happy Birthday to you!
JESUS:thank you! but you what Santa, i was jealous to you
SANTA:oh why?
JESUS: it just because when my birthday is coming, YOU are the they waithing for! not me.

With this simple conversation of Jesus and Santa, we may say it was just a pun for some others, but there is a hidden message behind those words that were coming out from their mouth. Now people seem to forget the true reason why do we have this thing called "Christmas", it is because of our savior who was born in a simple manger, not that big, fat gran who wore his red and white suit. But lets not set aside the fact because of this big, fat gran that make the spirit of the young ones alive and crave for this season!

Puso ng isang kaibigan..

Camille,

malamang alam mo na kung sino to..hehehehehe

I will always be there pag kailangan mo ako..
I will always be there to comfort you..and wipe your frozen tears away..
I will always listen in everything you say..sabi mo nga.."I don't need a friend who understands but a friend who listens.."
And I will always be the friend who knows how to let go of the things important to me..

Alam ko na ..siguro hindi na masyadong special 'tong message ko para sa iyo..I know you expect someone else who will give you this kind of letter..Alam ko na hindi ako ang taong iyon..

Pero kahit alam ko (because it's a fact) ..Pinili ko pa ring magbigay ng message kasi hindi ko masabi sa iyo ng harapan..baka sabihin mo nanamang O.A. ako.

Nagbigay ako ng message kasi yun yung tanging paraan para maiparating ang dinadamdam ng puso ko ngayon..(actually jealous..hehehehehe)

O.A. ba?...alam ko...hehehehehehe

I never wanted to tell this from the start..but the fact that I'm just a friend..hurts..because for me you are more than that..

My 10 reasons to say SORRY to YOU

1. Sorry if I’m downing you, but in the bottom of my heart I’m your number ONE fan who’ll support all through the way.
2. 2. Sorry if I’m unfair with you, it’s just because I know that you could fight for yourself, without even noticing that you’re misinterpreting it. In the back of my mind, I want hurt those people who insult you.
3. 3. Sorry if I’m becoming unreasonable.
4. 4. Sorry if I get angry even though you are not doing anything to me. I just want you console me, I know, that’s why I’m being unreasonable. And also because why are you always looking at them, can’t you see I’m here.
5. 5. Sorry if I’m demanding. We’re quits you have also lots of demands.
6. 6.Sorry if you are forced to do things for me. It is just my way testing you how special am I to you.
7. 7. Sorry if you got involved to the things you shouldn’t be. I never meant it.
8. 8. Sorry if I keep hurting you again and again. Maybe I’m not yet getting what I really aim for.
9. 9. Sorry if you are getting in between.
10. 10. Lastly, sorry if I can’t repay all the things you have done for me (have you really done something?). And I don’t even know if worthy with that.
11. You just said sorry to me, and now I’m the one who’s apologizing? (What the hell is happening?!!). Maybe I just never took you for granted since I don’t want to lose the only thing I’m holding that keep us together. Maybe you’re laughing now because I look silly, after I’ve wrote this (I actually type it).

Easy question of love…

Who does not fall in love? Even priest and nuns fall in love but in a very different way. All of us felt, have been feeling, and will feel the magic of their so-called L-O-V-E, with no exceptions, though it’s a cute child or an old hag, all of us. Every one of us has the right and privilege to love anyone that maybe our choice, yet is it factual to love some one who can’t love us back? Isn’t it unfair? But how can we stop this feeling so we’ll not hurt our hearts more. I guess there is no answer for that, once you’ve felt it bear with they joys and consequences it has.

LOVE is a very complicated thing here on earth. It is not similar to Geometry or Physics equations that have formulas. Because in every problem of every person in love have a different formula and solution to work it out. Relationship for others may be easy and for some the end of everything. But these people, who are lucky, are they worthy for what they’ve attain? And for those who are unfortunate, what have they done wrong to experience such misery in life? All they only want is how does it felt to be love by the one you give in your life, and some of those opportune kids seem to take it for granted that they may play with others’ hearts, for they assume that love is chasing them.

Now answer me. Do you deserve for the love you have right now? It looks like an easy question but can you really answer it without a doubt.

My friends….

I’m just simple teenager who entered high school without wondering what may happen within the four years of my high school life. I’ve surveyed among my relatives and friends what does it feels like to become a high school student and I come up with same answer “nothing would really beat your high school life. This is when you’ll experience how to pass your exams without even studying; a day-long chatting with your friends, when you’ll experience how to break rules with no one to scold, the time when you feel you’re free, but most striking is the feeling of in love. Within four years of freedom, you’ll feel the best and worst about love. Not only with your someone special but also with your peers.

I experience all of it during my freshmen and sophomore year. I’m still a baby in high school; I don’t much of it (though I have an idea).during that time I found my true friends who doesn’t leave me in the times of troubles. I didn’t expect that it would happen to me, that someone stay by my side and doesn’t leave hanging. Honestly, when I am in my elementary, I have don’t true friends because then, student like me are self- centered. Why? They prioritized first themselves before anyone else, but all of those ideas changed when I stepped into the world of high school, I learned how to think others’ sake before myself, I learned the true meaning of friendship. And that time also I met my best friend. Our friendship is unique on its very own way, because you can’t see us always together, as what typical best friends are, but we know deep in hearts that no one we’ll replace us in each others hearts. We will be the best of friends ‘til the end.

Now that I am already a junior, soon to be a senior, our end is near. Soon we will graduate and part our ways to continue our dreams, our time together is becoming short but we can’t stop it. So, instead of wasting our golden time, why don’t you cherish it with your friends? Every little moment together with your friends may become a big memory someday.

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